Yeah, I haven't been on for awhile, but whatever. Anyway, I'm back to my usual self again. My grandpa is doing really well and I'll probably be seeing him soon. I've come to accept the fact that Sidd is gone, but she'll be back before too long so it's okay. Lord, it rained like hell today. Couldn't even go to the drum circle, it was so wet. School was easy, except for the horrible sub in Spanish, who wouldn't let anyone go to the bathroom. I suggested going in the trashcan and leaving her to clean it up. I also fell asleep in computer class, as usual. The dude beside me woke me up, and said I was snoring :P DDRed for the first time in a while today.

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I only put these personal thoughts in my blog because I can't tell the people I know how I really feel. But straight, this is gonna be a long emotional post. Fair warning.

Mom called, Grandpa's not doing any better. The whole family is down there in ATL with him, so they can talk and make each other feel better. Up here in NC, it's just me. But I'm kinda feeling better, and I'm getting over the fact that he's probably not got much time left. I still wear the ring Grandpa gave me back in '05, even though I dented it in a skateboard accident. Sidd (my girlfriend) called from her mom's cellphone. Her phone lines are down. I wish I hadn't missed the call, she said her mom would get mad if I called back. We only have through Wednesday together until she leaves town for six months. I love her. I haven't even had a crush on anybody since 8th grade. No lie, and I'm in 11th. She leaves Wednesday and I can't even go say goodbye to her. She lives less than a mile from here and she's just as unreachable as the moon. Mom thinks since I'm a teenage boy that I must be the world's horniest being and that we'll have unprotected sex, or maybe do drugs or something. I would do anything (seriously, ANYTHING) to be able to keep Grandpa and Sidd here with me.

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Well, on Wednesday, my girlfriend Sidd told me she was leaving town for SIX MONTHS! That's six months without kissing her, holding her hand or even seeing her face. At least I have long distance on my phone, and I can call her all I want. She's leaving Thursday the 30th. Needless to say, I'm gonna miss the hell out of her. Wednesday the 29th is her birthday, and I'm gonna make her a mobile out of the shells I picked up in Charleston.

Yesterday, my grandpa had a stroke, and my mom left with my uncle this morning to go down to ATL to see him. I'm really worried about Grandpa cuz the docs say it doesn't look good at all. I cried Wednesday AND Thursday night, and I hardly ever cry.

Let's hope next week is better.

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I was bored of the same old websites, so I typed in amazing.com to see what it would come up with. Didn't think it would be as cool as this. It's much better than Myspace, because of the lack of horrible drama, so let's hope it stays this way. Cuz Myspace sucks.

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