I hate myself and want to die
I want to feel my blood run dry
put the blade into my vein
to stop me from feeling so insane
and when my heart begins to slow
I will then begin to know
what my life means to me
when it will cease to be
when I shut my eyes so tight
I will begin to see the light
in my head the light is found
in this world I am no longer bound
by mortal sins and mortal laws
in this world I have no flaws
no longer weak, now I'm strong
All answers right, I'm never wrong
I move along, above, below
I'm free to go where I want to go
I finally have what I've wanted all the time
Freedom to have a LIFE thats mine.